2018 is 5 Years Ago

2018 is 5 years ago.

I just realized this today. That's already a half decade. When I was enrolling in CHSM for Senior High, I was with a small close group with no idea that we will be apart and I'll make friends with you. Now, I can't remember their names anymore aside from Shiela who was my classmate since elementary.

This 17-year old young boy is incoming fourth year, and currently applying for an internship program. He had no idea how much phases he has to come through before he witnessed all these. With more or less than a year, I may be seeing my past self as a former student already. That's how fast life could be.

We were together for almost everyday and the group chats were so loud, but now we barely set a day to catch up about life.

It's too hard and regretful to think about how many times I wasn't able to sit with you when you need an ear for your random thoughts at midnights, drink along with wild, fun, calm, or crazy conversations.

As becoming adults now, we are already being consumed by much bigger fears and responsibilities. And maybe that's your another story that I can relate to, once we set our next drink.

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