From Seventh

 2018 is 5 years ago. I just realized this today. That's already a half decade. When I was enrolling in CHSM for Senior High, I was with a small close group with no idea that we will be apart and I'll make friends with you. Now, I can't remember their names anymore aside from Shiela who was my classmate since elementary. This 17-year old young boy is incoming fourth year, and currently applying for an internship program. He had no idea how much phases he has to come through before he witnessed all these. With more or less than a year, I may be seeing my past self as a former student already. That's how fast life could be. We were together for almost everyday and the group chats were so loud, but now we barely set a day to catch up about life. It's too hard and regretful to think about how many times I wasn't able to sit with you when you need an ear for your random thoughts at midnights, drink along with wild, fun, calm, or crazy conversations. As becoming adult...

Grabe 'tong June, parang 365 Days na pinagkasya sa 30 days.  28x ko na ata nasabi na April & May were so harsh and challenging. Pero ngayong June, naks, buhay pa naman ako. Finally. Yung mga inis ko sa actions ng mga tao, iniiwan ko nalang sa specific events na 'yon. Hindi ko na binibigyan ng space ang sarili ko to hate people. Just actions, and then move on. Mas matapang na rin naman ako ngayon harapin ang mga fcking heavy responsibilities. Medyo gumaan na rin dahil may nakaka-usap naman na akong college friends na it took me 3 years to build up, pero hindi ko pa rin talaga sila matimpla. Haha XD  Pero ang umubos talaga ng hininga ko ay ang Mr. & Ms. LPU Manila na prinessure ako sa deadlines at responsibilities as Photo and Videographer. At na-realize ko lang bigla, hindi kami nabibigyan ng proper appreciation. Naaawa ako sa mga members ko tuwing after events tapos may sisigaw na "It's a wrap! Guys, picture!" Syempre, ang mga bata ko, tatakbo ...